Saying Goodbye to Being The Victim.

The ruthless and strong pray on the weak. Or more so the humble. That would be me. I have been humiliated, harassed by people I considered friends once, left for better, and doubted by those i love. Over the years I would says its changed me... not exactly the way I liked but for the better and worse. My role never comes out as winner. Being low for 21 years is not how i would have liked to start but I am glad I did. I suffer from severe depression and anxiety. Not something to be proud of but i am extremely grateful to have endured. I am not completely alone now but I have been. I am not sleeping on the ground or a car but i was once. Grateful for the meals i consume daily that I once used to pray for. I am not in the best time of my life but it is not the worst. I have walked the streets through darkness, seen those I thought i knew change in to the biggest enemies around. I have been abused by the hands that feed me, but I am alive. I know my faults and I know my strengths, But I do not blame anyone for my downfalls, and I wont blame anyone for my raise from my fall.

I do know many people who suffer worse but in order to become a true Diamond, I have to come out of the rough, hard and beautiful, I will no longer fall because the world pushes me to the bottom. No matter who doubts, no matter what i fail at i will rise out as a Phoenix does from its fire. I am saying goodbye to falling victim. I write my story just as you can. I do not know why I Feel weak or why the humble, maybe even you, lose so much in life, but this is my life, my story as is yours your own, I will chose to walk whatever path I choose and so should you. In order to realize who you are you need to know your flaws weaknesses as well as strength.